para sayo to ATOM sana basahin mo!

===== p/s lasing ako nung sinusulat ko to hehehe


hello, i'm jex i'm 28 yo most of you know me as your classmate in UST. if that's the case, i miss you guys, i missed the days when i have no idea at all about love and caree. I realise that i was gay when i was 3rd year college that was my first and I thought was last.

Before graduation, i felt that anyting was possible. but when i graduated, it's a dog eat dog world. I gave up after 7 years of fighting for your neck. Then I gave up of the bullshit. I started a sweet life, where you can just hang around, watch televesion, and on a short time do work. but then again, fate has a sense of irony. parang matrix lang hehehe. parang wala akong naachieve. pakatapos, I wished for someone that will lvoe me no mathter what.

i fell in love with this guy, sige pangalan na natin kasi deadma naman siya e iba mahal niya., si molecule, tas yung nagustusan ko pa gusto ng frienship ko, bullshit diba? tas eto pa! si friendship pala may yung gusto kay molecule, kaloka gusto ko na pakamatay. and take not, it started with me, ewna mko ko ano pumasok sa isip ko, siguro gusto ko lang na maging happy si molecule, tas yun


kaka bridge, kaka fix nga away, peste, parang naiinlove nako kay molecurle, parang gusto ko na maayos buhay niya at gusto ko na ayaw niya masaktan. pero hinde
mas gusto niya si friendship e

so i wanted to make a dramatic entrance, i wanted to disaappear, not because of molecule, ofk di nako papaepokirita, malaki percentage si molecule, pero naiisip ko parin si ffiendship
ayaw ko sya masaktan. pero di ko na kaya

so i told friendship, sabi niya he doesn't want o loose friendship
pero i said it'f fo rthe best
kaya ko naman
tas yun

ewan ko, in the ending if they aggreed
mali mali na grammar
ko
kasi lasing nak[i\
ewan
peste
last na to
I love you atom, i hope tha you'll be happy with ryan or who ever

this is jex .. now signing off///